Britt: first kiss

alright i guess it is time to tell you about kole and i's first kiss. so it was general conference weekend. and i watched the Saturday afternoon with him. and then he went to the priesthood session with his dad. and then after words he asked me to come to his house. so i came over there and we tried to do home work, didn't work out too good. so he goes to take me home and his dad invited me to come over for Sunday conference. Kole comes and picks me up at 7am and he had just woke up so this is the first time i had seen him groggy and he was so cute, he mostly just laughed at really silly things a lot. So at his house he had a ton of his family there so there were a bunch of kids and adults, and it was great to be with a real family. i meet all his siblings but his oldest sister, and all their kids, and his grandparents. we watched conference together, and i was impressed at how excited Kole was to listen. he just loves conference. after the last session we all had dinner and then cleaned up. i just loved it, i totally felt like comfortable with his family like i fit in. and after that we went for a walk, Kole and i. we went to the nature park, and we just talked and i think we really opened up like i told him a lot about how i was feeling, and tried to tell him things to help him understand how i am and the way i think. and he told me he felt he was falling for me way to fast, i think he wanted to kiss me and felt i wasn't ready yet and was scared, cause he new that i like to move slow. so then we go back play some games with his family and then we left to go to stadium singing, and while walking to stadium singing there was this moment, where he was just so excited to be with me he hugged me and picked me up and spun me around and he looked like he was going to kiss me and then at the last moment he thought better of it and didn't. then we went to stadium singing, played games with him and his friends. and then when he dropped me off at my apartment. he hugged me and then just looked at me, and he asked if it would be alright if he kissed me. and i said yes, i had been waiting all day! and it was amazing. i went inside and just stared at my roommates. they were all right there, and it gets better the next day he walks into class all bouncie and happy and smiley. and 2 of my roommates said they saw him on campus and he just looked like he was on a cloud. and then he came to see me later that day real quick while i was studying by Thor cause we both needed to study for finals. and before he left he was like "um can i have something, it's important" and he kissed me again. so cute. he is so cute.